Sunday, November 4, 2012

Love overflow

Have you ever experienced a "love overflow" ? A moment where everything and everyone (even that person with the irritating face) seems lovable? When you feel ready to love and understand anyone?

me with heart-shaped eyes looking at two people on the street


I have been having those moments lately (and no, I was not drunk. Although I admit that it does happen when I get tipsy too :p).
Love seems to be overflowing and I want to share!!!

But I don't... Cause I am afraid of this:

me saying out loud that I love poeple, and people on the street being shocked


And this:

me getting carried away to mental institution why people on the street yell at me. A woman telling her child: don't listen to the woman honey, she is insane. A bussinessguy saying "why don't you jsut shut up and let us go on with our day"


So I just keep my feelings to myself...

The same happens with friends too. Sometimes they are so wonderfully themselves that I just want to kiss or hug them!

me hugging friends, and friends being shocked, surprised and uncomfortable

But again, I am afraid that I might shock them, that I might make them feel uncomfortable...
So again, I keep my feelings to myself...

me silent and shy

Since I am afraid to actually express my feelings with actions, perhaps I should start by simply saying what I feel... (If that is not too much either...?) Hmmm....

Well, for the moment, I will misuse this blog to give a digital outlet to my feelings. So, to all of you wonderful friends that I have never hugged or kissed at a random moment (i.e. beside the moments when we say hello or good-bye), I am sending you a HUGE HUG right here!

me giving a big hug to everyone

 BIG KISS! Philo :)