Till death do us part

"Till death do us part"
A vow,
That is insane.
It shouldn't be "till death"
Instead it should be:
Till I stop seeing the wonder in you.
Till I have no desire to be with you anymore.
Till I don't want make love to you anymore.
Till I can't stand your face anymore.
Till the sight of you makes me sick.

Till you break me and I cannot defend myself.
Till you suffocate me.

Till I can't stop thinking of someone else and cannot reconcile the two.
Till I secretly hope you will find someone new and leave me.
Till I do not know who I am and what I am feeling anymore.

Till I feel deeply unfulfilled.
Till all my happiness comes from other people.
Till we can't communicate anymore.
Till no amount of therapy can fix what is broken.
Till I do not see the sense in living anymore.

Till I feel unhappy.
Till I feel dead.

So no, I will never take that vow.
My life is too high of a price to pay.